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BRIDGING HEAVEN & EARTH

A NATIONAL TELEISION FORMAT FOR AWAKENING

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Inspirations

 

 

 

Artwork by Janaka

Inspiration # 1

"It’s OK"

by Janaka

Dear friend,

it’s OK

that you are mesmerized by those full breasts

and want to stroke those smooth legs

and to taste those sweet lips.

However, none of it will satisfy you.

Do not be surprised that one day

you will wake up and see

that those breasts are already sagging

and those legs are a little rough and hairy

and those lips have the taste of ashes of a funeral pyre.

It’s OK.

It’s exactly what is supposed to be.

‘Why?’ you wail.

Because the body is not what you want.

It is only a corpse

that you have made alive

with ghostly images of the past,

of what your parents,

elders and peers,

and all those advertisements,

movies and books,

have created in your mind

of where love you’ll find.

The veil is simply lifting.

It is time to wake up

and see beyond the meat;

beyond the shifting images.

And see the Beloved,

Who is Beauty Eternal,

waiting with open arms.

Do you think those breasts

you grab at are wondrous?

Just wait until you dive into the Beloved!

Janaka currently lives in the Monterey Bay Area in California where he is a Waldorf teacher, artist, writer and tarot reader. He is the author of ‘Silent Ripples: Parables for the Soul’ and ‘Footprints Along the Shore of an Incoming Tide.’ He can be reached at janaka_om@yahoo.com or at 831-484-2354 to order books, set up an appointment to see his art work or for a tarot reading.

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Inspiration # 2

"The Warrior's Creed"

by Stuart Wilde

This is a prayer by an anonymous 14 Century Samurai that Stuart used to read to people at dawn at the Warrior’s Wisdom Seminars.

I have no parents: I make heaven and earth my parents.

I have no home: I make awareness my home.

I have no life or death: I make the tides of breathing my life and death.

I have no divine power: I make honesty my divine power.

I have no means: I make understanding my means.

I have no magic secrets: I make character my magic secret.

I have no body: I make endurance my body.

I have no eyes: I make the flash of lightening my eyes.

I have no ears: I make sensibility my ears.

I have no limbs: I make promptness my limbs.

I have no strategy: I make 'unshadowed by thought' my strategy.

I have no design: I make 'seizing opportunity by the forelock' my design.

I have no miracles: I make right-action my miracles.

I have no principles: I make adaptability to all circumstances my principles.

I have no tactics: I make emptiness and fullness my tactics.

I have no talents: I make ready wit my talent.

I have no friends: I make my mind my friend.

I have no enemy: I make carelessness my enemy.

I have no armour: I make benevolence and righteousness my armour.

I have no castle: I make immovable-mind my castle.

I have no sword: I make absence of self my sword.

Author and lecturer Stuart Wilde is one of the real characters of the self-help, human potential movement. His style is humorous, controversial, poignant and transformational. He has written 11 books, including those that make up the very successful Taos Quintet, which are considered classics in their genre. They are: Affirmations, The Force, Miracles, The Quickening and The Trick to Money Is Having Some. Stuart's books have been translated into 12 languages.

 

Inspiration # 3

"A Wish For Dolphins"

by Igor Mikhailusenko

 

The Planet spins,
The Ocean grins,
The Love for Natutre always wins !
Let all the Dolphines swim in peace
And meet en route a sunny breeze !

          --- Igor Mikhailusenko
          world peace poet,
          Moscow, Russia.

Bolshaya Gruzinskaya Street
House 63, Apartment 87
MOSCOW 123056, RUSSIA.
Telephone: 7(095) 251-55-45

E-mail: mig@technoserv.ru

Website: http://www.tween.org/IgorMikhailusenko.html


Inspiration # 4

"Seeds of Goodness"

by Michael Levy

Gentle beings riding........ on the wings of time,
Harmonious cords........ forever upwards they do climb,
Encountering bliss ...........with every note they entwine,
The seeds of goodness.................. grown on Holy vine.

Celestial crops ...........on Planet Eden's soil,
Souls sprouting human form.......... from spirits magic foil,
Clouds of volcanic ash creation on the boil,
Days of splendor within a wizards joyful toil.

Lightening of might injecting intelligence of light,
Rainbows of joy..............infusing colors beyond sight,
Prisms in raindrops.............gems of mystical wealth,
Birds of paradise......... in fields of infinite health,

Simplicity of life in meadows of pure potential,
Exotic senses explode .........in the juices of the sensual
Gardens of delight...........happiness grown in God's strength,
Bouquet of beauty embedded............... in one's own true self.

 

Michael's Articles and Poems are now on over 1500 web sites, journals and magazines. His latest story has just been published in "Chicken Soup for the Jewish Soul" He has appeared on hundreds of radio programs, Channel 4TV in the U K and recently a live interview on NBC 6 in the USA. Michael was a recent guest on the Howard Stern Show. He is a keynote guest speaker and was a guest lecturer (Finance, Health and Inspiration) on the maiden transatlantic voyage of the Norwegian Sun. Michael's new book "Invest With A Genius" was published on the 28th January 2002.

Contact for an Interview or book review.
Michael Levy

mikmikl@aol.com
http://www.pointoflife.com
Fort Lauderdale.
Florida. 33308

Inspiration # 5

"Bolts of Blue"

by Michael Levy

In the stillness of a moonlit night,
silvery beams of glistening light,
the eerie movements of formless clouds,
brief glimpses of their shadowy shrouds. In blackness enveloped we surrender to the night,
the velvet warmth protecting our sleeping flight,
the darkness unfolds a dream of Spirit's vision,
a time not separated by mankind's division. In dreams I am without a care,
ecstatic sensations without form, an air of flair,
waltzing between the stars, serenading violin strings,
surrounded by hosts of goodness, joy flying on wings. Kingly visions up above, in an endless stream of love,
hearts of majestic lions, messages within a dove,
rocking gently in the cradle of creation,
the electrifying brilliance, a magnificent sensation. Bolts of power from "waves of blue,"
dimensions in space and time, all thoughts renew,
illusions of imagination transforming to creativity,
essence of the dream, designed by a Soul let free.

© October 1998 M. L. 


Michael's Articles and Poems are now on over 1500 web sites, journals and magazines. His latest story has just been published in "Chicken Soup for the Jewish Soul" He has appeared on hundreds of radio programs, Channel 4TV in the U K and recently a live interview on NBC 6 in the USA. Michael was a recent guest on the Howard Stern Show. He is a keynote guest speaker and was a guest lecturer (Finance, Health and Inspiration) on the maiden transatlantic voyage of the Norwegian Sun. Michael's new book "Invest With A Genius" was published on the 28th January 2002.


Contact for an Interview or book review.
Michael Levy

mikmikl@aol.com
http://www.pointoflife.com
Fort Lauderdale.
Florida. 33308

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Inspiration # 6

"Go To Hell"

by Janaka

Do you think that by creating your own little heaven

You can find God?

By finding your Soul Mate

Who will agree to everything you say?

By having a lovely castle

With flowers all around

And No Trespassing signs that people will actually obey?

By having children who will do what you say,

And earn the honor of becoming a bumper sticker

On the rear of your car?

By having a sculpted body,

Beautiful enough to be in an underwear ad?

By going on cruises to visit happy islands;

By attending spas with their facial creams and boiling water?

By belonging to a community

Where everyone knows your name,

And may even carry your bags?

Go to hell!

that’s right.

You heard Janaka's words.

You must go to hell

And pull down your pants

To sit upon the steaming coals,

Open wide your mouth

And swallow fish hooks

That tear apart your guts,

And plunge heart first

Into a pit of stakes.

And as you feel yourself

Pierced and burned

And ripped apart

Smile

Laugh

Chant

And sing.

And like a spider’s web

Licked by a candle flame,

The horrors will disappear.

And there will stand the Beloved,

Offering a bowl of tears

To wash your cuts,

To sooth your stomach,

And to cool your burns.

So smile

Laugh

Chant

And sing.

And go straight to hell

If you see those doors open,

With the Name upon your lips.

What you call your hell

Will vanish

Into the Light

Of the beloved’s Heaven.

Janaka has been to hell.

A hell he created

With plenty of time on his hands.

And so many dear ones

Were kind enough to play their parts.

Now holding hands with my Beloved,

Where are my scorched footprints to be found?

What a joke!

Janaka currently lives in the Monterey Bay Area in California where he is a Waldorf teacher, artist, writer and tarot reader. He is the author of the books ‘Silent Ripples: Parables for the Soul’ and ‘Footprints Along the Shore of an Incoming Tide.’ He can be reached at janaka_om@yahoo.com or at 831-484-2354 to order books, set up an appointment to see his art work or for a tarot reading.

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Inspiration # 7

"Paradox (For a World in Crisis)"

by Merrifran Ingvoldstad

I do not believe the lust to kill lies in hatred,

I do not believe that souls are born with gun in hand.

The virus that finds its target in the troubled,

Is motivated by a force it does not understand.



I hear the voice that leaves a legacy of longing,

And paints a picture that is not for all to see.

The power of hate does not hold the hand of scribe or
artist,

Nor does it speak a language that can clear the
mystery.



What then motivates the mood of all mankind,

Who proves the power of the sword that slays.

Can mortal mind conceive of conscious killing,

What is the part that knowing and unknowing plays.



Dear God, help us to count our blessings not our
burdens,

And see the lessons in the longings of mankind.

May every human sacrifice that has been given,

Find and fulfill its purpose sealed and signed.



See all concerned through this time of crisis,

Clear the thinking of us one and all.

Bring cohesion to both cause and purpose,

No eye for eye, but just a wailing wall.

Inspiration # 8

"The Breasts of the Beloved"

by Janaka

Dear friend,

I know it is not easy

to be with another

in the partnership of love.

You see the pain of separation,

as the other does not do as you desire,

with the eyes of wanting ‘you are the only one.’

Yet there exists only one One.

Not that ‘only one’ of your supposed to be’s.

What you call separation

is only the cleavage

of the Union

of your relationship.

Cleavage that the Beloved finds so enticing.

For you see, dear friend,

the Beloved wants to make love.

And you and your partner

are the two breasts of the relationship.

Where the one Heart beats behind the two.

Your pain comes from your confusion.

The two breasts are not for each other.

They are full for the enjoyment of the Beloved

and for the suckling of the world.

So get naked.

Bare your breast,

stripping away all your notions,

all your roles,

all your images.

And don't worry about what the other breast is doing.

It is not for you anyway.

Just enjoy the fondling!

And listen to the beating of the Heart.

--Janaka

Janaka currently lives in the Monterey Bay Area in California where he is a Waldorf teacher, artist, writer and tarot reader. He is the author of ‘Silent Ripples: Parables for the Soul’ and ‘Footprints Along the Shore of an Incoming Tide.’ He can be reached at janaka_om@yahoo.com or at 831-484-2354 to order books, set up an appointment to see his art work or for a tarot reading.

Inspiration # 9

"Inspirational Gems"

Selected by Janaka

SPIRITUAL GEMS #1

Question: Is the thought 'I am God' or 'I am the supreme being' helpful?

Maharshi: 'I am that I am.' 'I am' is God, not thinking 'I am God.' Realize 'I am' and not

think 'I am.' 'Know I am God,' it is said, not 'Think I am God."

--Ramana Maharshi, "The Teachings of Ramana Maharshi" (edited by David Godman)

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 The way that can be spoken of

Is not the constant way;

The name that can be named

Is not the constant name.

The nameless was the beginning of heaven and

earth;

The named was the mother of the myriad

creatures.

Hence always rid yourself of desires in order

to observe its (the way's) secrets;

But always allow yourself to have desires to

observe its manifestations.

These two are the same

But diverge in name as they issue forth.

Being the same they are called mysteries,

Mystery upon mystery -

The gateway of the manifold secrets.

--Lao Tzu, "Tao Te Ching"

(D.C. Lau, translator)

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May the events that seek me

Come unto me;

May I receive them

With a quiet mind

Through the Father's ground of peace

On which we walk.

May the people who seek me

Come unto me;

May I receive them

With an understanding heart

Through the Christ's stream of love

In which we live.

May the spirits who seek me

Come unto me;

May I receive them

With a clear soul

Through the healing Spirit's Light

By which we see.

--Adam Bittleston, "Meditative Prayers for Today"

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I am here only to be truly helpful.

I am here to represent Him Who sent me.

I do not have to worry about what to say or what to do,

because He Who sent me

will direct me.

I am content to be wherever He wishes, knowing He goes there with me.

I will be healed as I let Him teach me to heal.

--"A Course in Miracles"

text, pg. 24

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You are the dreamer of the world of dreams. No other cause it has, nor ever

will. Nothing more fearful than an idle dream has terrified God's Son, and made

him think that he has lost his innocence, denied his Father, and made war upon himself.

__"A Course in Miracles"

text, pg.542

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Christ: Son, trust not your affection of the moment, for it will soon be changed into another.

As long as you live, you are subject to change, even against your own will; so that sometimes you are joyful, at other times sad; now at peace, other times troubled; at one moment devout, at another arid; sometimes fervent, at other times lazy; one day blue, another elated.

But he who is wise and well instructed in spirit, is above all these changes: not minding what he feels in himself, nor on what side the wind of instability blows, but that the whole inclination of his soul may be directed towards the desired end.

--"The Imitation of Christ,"

by Thomas a Kempis

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When the mind has ceased to be because of the total absence of the notions of material existence, consciousness exists in its own nature as consciousness.

That is known as pure being. When consciousness devoid of notions of

objectivity merges in itself losing its separate identity, as it were, it is pure being. When all external (material) and internal (notional) objects merge in consciousness, there is pure being of consciousness.

This is the supreme vision which happens to all liberated ones, whether they seem to have a body or they are without one. This vision is available to one who has been "awakened," to one who is in a state of deep contemplation and to a man of self-knowledge; it is not experienced by the ignorant person.

--"The Concise Yoga Vasistha"

Swami Venkatesananda

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If you think that you know well in truth of Brahman, know that you know little. What you think to be Brahman in your self, or what you think to be Brahman in the gods--that is not Brahman. What is indeed the truth of Brahman you must therefore learn.

I cannot say that I know Brahman fully. Nor can I say that I know him not. He among us knows him best who understand the spirit of the words: "Nor do I know that I know not."

He truly knows Brahman who knows him as beyond knowledge; he who thinks that he knows knows not. The ignorant think that Brahman is known, but the wise know him to be beyond knowledge.

He who realizes the existence of Brahman behind every activity of his

being--whether sensing, perceiving, or thinking--he alone gains

immortality.

Through knowledge of Brahman comes power. Through knowledge of Brahman comes victory over death. Blessed is the man who while he yet lives realizes Brahman. The man who realizes him not suffers his greatest loss.

When they depart this life, the wise, who have realized Brahman as the Self in all beings, become immortal.

--Kena Upanishad

"The Upanishads," translated by Swami Prabhavanada

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 A person begins with dissatisfaction. Not content with the world he seeks satisfaction of desires by prayers to God; his mind is purified; he longs to know God more than to satisfy his carnal desires. Then God's Grace begins to manifest. God takes the form of a Guru and appears to the devotee; teaches him the Truth; purifies the mind by his teachings and contact; the mind gains strength, is able to turn inward; with meditation it is purified yet further, and eventually remains still without the least ripple.

That stillness is the Self.

The Guru is both exterior and interior. From the exterior he gives a push to the mind to turn inward; from the interior he pulls the mind towards the Self and helps the mind to achieve quietness. That is Grace.

Hence there is no difference between God, Guru and Self.

--"Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi"

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Inspiration # 10

"You See With The Eyes of Source"

 by Stars of Celestial Waters through Rochelle Diane Sparrow

There is great change ahead for the world. As you know it now, it will become transformed into a great catechism of chaotic diversive force to become cleared by your own intention.  Up to now you have discounted your intention as meaningless to your own life.  However, it is your intention and not "fate" as you have defined it that has created your world.  It is your clarity in intention that will begin to change the world into what you see with clarity.

You must begin to understand yourselves  as the manifestors that you are.  Your intention is what manifests  and your intention is often is vague and beset with fear.  Fear that you disavow as of your own making.  Begin to see yourselves as makers of your own fear and begin to see that your fear is what clouds the vision of peace that you believe is not possible.  It is doubt that creates the delusion of inevitable war.  It is hatred of seeing yourself with great clarity that hides the truth of who you truly are.  Know that if you look at yourself with great and exacting clarity what you will discover is great connection to the Source which has been ever present but not acknowledged.  It is this connection to Source which you doubt.  It is this connection to Source that if you sought out with clarity you would acknowledge as powerful and existant in its infinite and awesome scope.  It is this power you fear, not war.

Through the acknowledgement of your own great power, you can own and be Gods.  YOU CAN FUNCTION AS THOUGH YOU HAVE POWER AND ACT WITH RESPONSIBLE FEELINGS TO THOSE IN YOUR WORLD WHO DO NOT KNOW THEIR OWN CONNECTION TO THE SOURCE.  It is the Source that is everpresent in your eyes that is the that clears any immoral inturpitude upon your earth.  It is in this vein we wish to speak. 

You are now entering the world as a young woman.  You see the world as a languishing place, a place in need of great pity, greater compassion and even greater connection to God.  You see this world through the eyes of a woman, starved from lack of food.  You see she has children to support.  The children appear sick and in need of sustenance.  You see the children pick up some bug infested bread and eat it and it makes you sick with distaste.  Your heart cries out against this injustice.  You swing your fists into the sky with anger and greater sadess. 

This, you see,  is of your own making.  It is the world that you, man and woman, have created.  It is the Source which has provided you with great choice to manifest.  It is through this Source that you can now see with clarity that you have made this woman's plight and with the Source you can manifest great abundance for her plight as well.

How, you say, can we control the world's poverty, the worlds wars, the worlds deprivations of spirit.   Let us go back to the woman.  You see her again.  You see she is hungry.  DO YOU TURN YOUR BACK?   DO YOU IGNORE HER HUNGER?  DO YOU STATE TO YOURSELF THAT THIS IS HER CHOICE IS THIS LIFETIME IN THIS WORLD TO EXPERIENCE STARVATION?  OR DO YOU SEE WITH CLARITY WHAT IS IN FRONT of you with your eyes.  Do you look and see?

You are now able to see with the vision that has been ever present within you.  You see with the clarity with what the Source sees.  You see with the Source's eyes and you see with what is truth what is in front of you.  You can begin to notice that there will be great change within yourself.  This change will create for you the essence of clarity.  This change will clearly create what you want to see in the world around you. 

Up to now you have seen the world around you as the external  part of you that you cannot control when in fact the world around you is very much a relflection of what exists internally within your thoughts and within your heart .  You now can see that there is great hope, great change for yourself and the world around you.  You can create what you want to see.  You can create healing emotional pain, healing physical disease and renewing the creative life force that exists on your planet. 

You now know that there is change that is ever present on your earth  and this change begins with your realization that change is possible.  You take your value upon this earth and you toss it toward hopeless destruction when in fact it is your very value you most need to recognize.  It is your very fundamental recognition of your value which will create the great change you most want.  

Know your value.  Know that you can change and know that change is within you.  It is this very change which will create the change that you long to see with your own eyes.  It is through this change that you will understand your own value as irredeemable upon earth.  It is this irredeemable value that you now must recognize and IT IS THROUGH YOUR OWN RECOGNITION THAT YOUR WORLD WILL CREATE PEACE AND JUSTICE THAT YOU WANT TO CREATE. 

It is now in your best interest to become valued in your own mind.  It is now in your best interest to see your own value to know your own value and to believe in your own worth to the Source and to  yourself.  It is your God whom you must believe in with great FAITH THAT WILL COCREATE WITH YOU THE PEACEFUL, JUST PLANET YOU KNOW CAN EXIST.  IT IS YOUR SOURCE AND KNOWLEDGE OF YOUR SOURCE THAT WILL MINGLE WITH YOUR OWN VALUE AND COCREATE THE world as you want it to be. 

YOU CONQUER WITH THOUGHT, YOU CONQUER WITH INTENTION AND YOU CONQUER WITH FAITH.  KNOW YOURSELF, KNOW FAITH AND KNOW PEACE FOR THE WORLD. 

You are creators with the energies of the Source and through our cocreation you see the world as though it were external and uncontrollable.  Know that this is false and that this falseness IS WHAT DECEIVES YOU.  It is now up to you to decide what path you choose to move forward into.  It is now up to you to choose the path which is most beneficial to you.  Choose what is most beneficial and you will see that the world benefits as well.  Choose what is most highest for your own benefit and see that the world becomes benefactor for yourself.  See the world change as you change.  See the world begat what you begat to the world.  See the world expand as you expand yourself  and see the world bring forth the flowers of peace as you flower from within. 

You are free now to go forth into the world and to know it through your own eyes.  You are free to see yourself bloom and you are free to bloom through  your own eyes as you look into that world that surrounds you.  Know that you have reached freedom when peace is attained. Know that at last, the cries of humanity have stopped and justice is present listening to all who bring injustices forth into light.  Know that the bearers of injustice are carried forth into light by their own view of the world.  Know love and darkness will begin to recede with great love.  The greatest love of all is the love you bear within your eyes whose soul beams out into the world with faith and with kindness. Know that your great kindness is what what will begat great kindness to yourself and to the world around you.

Go forth with love.   Go forth with kindness.  Go forth with peace. copyright 2003

Rochelle Diane Sparrow, channels Stars of Celestial Waters, www.rdsparrow.com, rochelledianesparrow@hotmail.com; (602) 430-6447

 

Inspiration # 11

"Manifesting Your Greatest Reality in the Midst of Crises""

 by Matt Guest

In the depths of my soul lives a great sadness.  It is the sadness of so many unfulfilled dreams and lost lives.  It is the desolation of the many times that I and those close to me have chosen fear over fulfillment, ignorance over awareness, or thinking over feeling.  And yet I know in my heart that this sadness was the result of choice – the decision to choose fear over life.  These decisions have brought grief, crisis and desperation into my life and the lives of those close to me.  How can this be?  Why do we allow these things to occur?

Sadness is a challenge.  It is an indicator that fear has the upper hand.  And when fear has the upper hand, the soul loses.  Your soul or ‘dreaming body’ is the Spirit – the Unknown within you.  It is every dream of happiness and freedom that you’ve ever had.  It is your awareness, your fulfillment – your destiny waiting to happen.  It is poised and ready, waiting for the moment when you will give it the reigns and allow it to manifest your greatest reality.  Your dreaming body has its own agenda and will act under its own volition if you refuse to give in to fear.  When free of fear, your dreaming body automatically produces all kinds of experiences, from lucid dreaming to psychic awareness, from out-of-body experiences to seeing auras, and from astral projection to communication with your higher self and spirit guides.  Your dreaming body has no fear.

Fear is simply your reaction to the loss of the familiar.  The end of a relationship, divorce, illness, death, financial upheaval, poor physical or mental health, the loss of a job – all of these involve the loss of something familiar, and they all produce some kind of emotional crisis.  We usually think that we fear the unknown.  But this is not the case.  What we fear is the loss of the known – of what is familiar to us.  We are afraid of letting go of what we know in order to venture into uncharted territory.  But uncharted territory is where we find the answers to the questions that we don’t have answers to.  If we already had answers to our problems and crises, then they wouldn’t be problems or crises would they?  Do you see?  A crisis is an opportunity to let go of the familiar and go forward into the Unknown!  The choice to use these frightening situations as springboards into the Unknown is what makes them into challenges instead of disasters, or opportunities instead of failures.  Nothing is a mistake.

The ‘crisis’ of cancer is a perfect example of this.  Because of fear, the diagnosis of cancer in ourselves or in a loved one is an almost certain death-sentence.  This is because of our society’s tendency to focus only on the negativity of illness and the statistics that support this.  We are handed fear instead of courage.  Why are we not instead handed abundant examples of the spontaneous remission of cancer and its ability to correct the poor lifestyles and fear-based behaviors of those who contract it?  Hmm.  There are many, many instances of people who have decided that they are not going to die and have used the opportunity to completely revamp their lives and patterns of thought.  Perhaps your illness or the illness of someone you love has manifested in order to help you see past your fears and inhibitions and into the eyes of the Unknown!  Perhaps this disease is trying to tell you that you are not listening to the feeling-voice of your dreaming body and that you are lost in patterns of self-absorption and self-destruction!  Perhaps this sickness is giving you a very real opportunity to abolish the things that interfere with your self-fulfillment, intuition and greatest happiness!

This positive way of looking at the ‘crisis’ of cancer can be applied to any other situation.  If this is done, then suddenly there is no crisis, is there?  You see?  There is only an opportunity to learn and become more self-aware.  This is the secret of life and of non-judgment.  To judge or condemn a situation as a crisis or mistake is to literally suck the life and learning right out of it.  And if you remove life, you embrace death.  It is so simple.  Instead, choose to look at life in all of its manifestations as a process of learning and growing – an adventure into the Unknown.  Your dreaming body communicates with you at all times.  Are you listening?  Are you brave enough to turn off your thoughts and fears just long enough to hear what it is saying to you?  If you are not, then it may have to scream at you.  This is what terminal illness is.  This is what a crisis is.  We are here in this world to find fulfillment and joy – this is our birthright, our destiny.  Anything else is a sham and a waste.  We are the ones who choose to live in lack.  We are the ones who choose death or a death-like version of life over spontaneity and energetic flow. 

Yes, we will all have to leave this world at some point.  But leaving this world with the awareness and joy produced by a life filled with the spontaneity of the dreaming body will provide you with the ability and power to see something other than the blackness and terror witnessed by those that leave this world in the midst of fear, crisis and illness.  I have seen that our possibilities are endless, and that we have become mere shadows of ourselves.  Make the choice to manifest something other than fear.  May you find your highest fulfillment.

Matt Guest is the author of “The Face of Power” (www.thefaceofpower.com), a true story about his adventures into the world of the dreaming body, lucid dreaming and out-of-body experiences.  He can be reached at: mguest@thefaceofpower.com.

 

Inspiration # 12

"Children Are Us, Externalized"

 by Bruce Scott

    "Children cry not to get their own way

     but because they know something and

     they want you to hear it.  And you can."
We were little children once.  We know what the truth is.  We know, 

from the inside, what is real in this world, and what is not.  We know.

It is essential we remember.
 
We were in little bodies once, wanting only to laugh, cry, jump, 

roll, play and hug.  Yet around us we saw adult people being busy, 
mean, hurried, loving; often attempting to reach us in some meaningful way, 
not knowing how.  They wanted to.  They just didn't know how to slow 
down inside.

 

Little people see our pretense, our trying, our efforts to appear 

like we know what we are doing.  They sense our discomfort at simply 
being present, quiet, and still, without continuous thoughts.  Children, 
like us, recognize when they are not connecting or being heard.  They 
can feel the separation that exists between child and adult - 
a collective belief that children are "less," and adults are more, that 
they are to be taught, we are to teach.


Like you and me, they often stop trying to speak honestly or to be 

heard. Instead, they amplify and escalate their actions to get us to 
slow down and be present, just like we do in our relationships with 
others.  Exactly as we do in our relationships with others.  The adult 
world may label their attempts to be heard, "tantrums," or acting out.  
What else can a little body do to get our attention but become more extreme.

 

When we were little, we did the same thing.  If we didn't, we went 

silent inside, going underground, shutting down our expression, 

lost to an outer world that appeared to not hear us.  There was no 

one to blame.  We simply went silent to a world that did not know

how to hear deeply, behind the literal words.
 
Many of our parents demanded that we adhere to what others said was 

normal and socially acceptable.  They did this to fit in, to do the 

"right thing," to do the only thing they knew how to do – follow

the world around them.  They left their internal home, the inner place 

connected to heart and soul, the place that follows an inner voice.  

And they asked we the children to do the same.  We may, if unnoticed,

ask the same of our children and the big people around us.

 

Growing up, many of us learned to be afraid, and to look good for 

others. We were consumed by a socialization process that precluded 

living from the inside, an inner authority.  We lived a secret life that

few around us would recognize, for they were lost in their own secret lives.

 
In the everyday hurried environment, the fresh and renewed vitality 

of each younger person moving into the world is dampened immediately by 

our own suppressed life force which we've adopted in an effort to deny 

that we've given our spirit and passion over to a social order that is not 

our own and this social order has no intent to expand beyond beliefs held 

by those before us.  It is as though we all live in a giant movie theater with 

the same movie playing over and over again.  Same dialogue.  Same roles.  

Same actors, complaints and beliefs.  And each morning we wake up, 

unaware that we are entering into the same theater, to once again watch 

and participate in the same film with the same ending.  And together, 

six billion of us agree that this is the only movie playing.

 

 What if we suspect there is a different movie playing somewhere 

else?  And we seek it out on our own?  Would you go to school?  

Would you ask your children to go to school?  Would you ask your 

children to be compliant?  Quiet?  Follow the rules?  Get a job?  

Prepare for the future?  Would you get up every morning to go to work?  

Would you have a religion?

 
Would you see women and men as wondrous beings without gender 

separation? Would you have need to marginalize people by making 

them wrong or right?  Normal or abnormal?  Crazy or sane?  

Hallucinating or having amazing visions?  Might you go exploring into 

the wisdom of your heart and soul, and be with people from that place,

living differently, quietly inside, softer with others, sweet with innocence, 

kind to the children, recognizing they, the little ones, will bring you home

to yourself deep inside, gently, with a giggle.

 

BRUCE SCOTT, Ph.D. (MFT), author of Being Real: An Ongoing Decision, and 

FREE THE CHILDREN, is a psychotherapist, teacher, writer, and national 

workshop leader.  He applies the teachings of Carlos Castaneda, Taisha Abelar, 
Arnold Mindell, his eight year old son, Boye, and himself. scott_bruce@hotmail.com
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Inspiration # 13

"Heaven Letters" ("Reality" & "Life Is Your Medium")

 by Gloria Wendroff

"Reality"

God said:

      Light and energy are the same, but energy is not always what you have thought. There is an energy that transcends the energy of activity, which varies from day to day and moment to moment. The light of which I speak is non-variable. Call it soul energy, if you like. Call it God. Call it whatever you like, but know that there is an energy within you that is immutable and irrepressible. In sickness and in health, you have it. You are it. You are light eternal. The torch you carry is Mine.

      You are meant to light up. You are an ignited being. Your flame is perpetual. I fanned light with My breath, and you came into existence. You were never non-existent, but you became existent to your own awareness. You were incepted in the same breath I was, only it took a little while before your eyelids lifted and you could begin to bring yourself into view.

      You are My being breathed upon earth. You are My being, My blessed being, My creation of Eternal Oneness, My hallowed thought.

      Today, if you can, or on another day if you cannot, be silent. Converse with yourself and Me alone. Conserve your light energy today. Let it flame larger and savor it.

      This self-same energy is the energy of trees and the grass that grows. It is universal energy. It is a river of love, and it all flows from you to everyone and everything and from everyone and everything back to you, even though you and I alone are. You are saturated with it. You are entranced with this light of being.

      Take your attention off yourself today and put it on this fabulous connection between Us. It is not even a connection. It is Oneness itself.

      When you look at a tree, you are involved in looking at the tree. Look at the tree, and then close your eyes, and within the circumference of your heart, you can begin to feel the essence of the tree, this same essence located somewhere unlocatable within you.

      Close your eyes to yourself for a moment, and soak in that essence that is the essence of you. It is also the same fluidity within every other being that is or ever was or ever will be regardless of where they are or have been.

      We are talking about more than the eye can see. We are talking about more than words can say. Nevertheless, We are talking about that which you can imbibe and express and get intoxicated on, this fulsome silence of Oneness that underlies you eternally.

      This Oneness is sustainable energy. It is foremost. It is everywhere, and it is free. You are always drinking it in. Now it is for you to notice. Look not for the glass it comes from. You are the glass. And you are its contents, and you are the one who drinks from it. And it is all beyond you.

      Eternal omnipresent you, My beautiful child. We dreamt you together. Any partition between Us is dreamed up. It can never be true, this picture of you on earth.

      There is you and there is I, and We alone are. Anything else is explanation of that which cannot be explained. There are no words for Our Oneness that spans across everything. Everything is only that which We imagined long ago. We are in reverie, you and I, and all this worldly existence is but a passing fantasy, but We, you and I, are always and forever, and there is nothing else but this Supreme Oneness that only seems to pass between Us.

"Life Is Your Medium"

God said:

      No matter how marvelous and exquisite your life is right now, if it were locked in as it now appears, you would feel unsatisfied.

      Steps in life once taken have been taken. In life, you are one who moves. Neither life nor you can be immobilized. There is always a direction you move in. You move towards.

      Of course, it is I you are always moving towards. Even though I am fully in your life, you are moving towards Me. You ascend. You are always ascending.

      Even when your heart drops, you are ascending.

      Even when you are at a low point, you are ascending.

      There is no stepping out of life. You are always in the swell of it.

      You have no other recourse in life but to live it. Life has been given to you to move in. Be graceful. Life is a high card you have been given. Be grateful.

      It is the opportunity you have been seeking. Life is what you have been seeking. You think you have been seeking outcomes, but it is the vitality of life itself that you have and yet seek.

      This is a good search, your search for more in life. It is the search for you to come to know yourself better and to express yourself more fully. First you find out who you are. And then you express yourself to yourself. Become a good listener.

      You are on your way. This is splendid. You are always on your way. It is easy. It only becomes hard when you become stubborn. What is so hard about moving in life except when you refuse to?

      Life has its way. You can balk all you want, but you cannot refuse it. When you accept life, then you move on in it.

      Life comes to you, but you also rise to meet it.

      Life is a metaphor for your travels in consciousness. You have a consciousness that far outsteps your life, and you are on your way to meeting the consciousness you have never been separated from and have always known, even when your eyes have been closed to it. 

      You are consciousness moving in a Human body. You don’t really think it is your body that I speak to, do you? You don’t really think I speak to time and space? I speak to the only thing in the world that truly exists, and that is you, the consciousness of you. You are the response to the love in My heart. You are Creation. You are My Creation. I created you so you would discover yourself and Me. By whatever name you may call Me, however long it takes you to think of calling Me, you are trying to find your origin. You originated with Me. I am your Source.

      Yet there is no beginning and no end to you. If there were an end, it would be I. We began together, yet there was no beginning, and there is no end, for there is no beginning nor ending to Being. You are Being, and you live now as a Created Being.

      This manifestation of you in a Human body is such a minor thing. It is almost irrelevant. It is irrelevant, and yet it matters, and this existence in life exists so that you may know who you are. You can never be anything but what you are. And you are being temporarily housed in a Human body. You are housed but not imprisoned.

      Just as these words fall from My lips, so does life fall to you. Here are My words. Here is your life. Do with them as you will. Make of them what you will. Surrender your life, and then you move your life faster and higher -- and less hesitatingly.

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Inspiration # 14

"Four Poems by Karen Murphy"

Light Bridges

The bridges are the beings of light

Who stand and show the way

They form the link between our worlds

Hold steadfast come what may

They usher in the world unseen

They merge and blend the two

Heaven and earth entwined as one

Just as me and you.

They whisper to the sleepers

You never stand alone

The veil will be lifted soon

The whole world will be shown

Just beyond the realms of thought

The highest faculty of mind

We will dance across the bridge of love

The two will be combined

The salty tears of separateness

Will wash away the past

Heaven and earth entwined together

All are one…… At last

 

The Mirage

The planet if illusions is where we’ve come to stay

Quite simply just a mirage which changes day by day

The illusions are but work tools

As the potter has his clay

To mould, reshape and perfect ourselves

The mirage here to stay

It’s time now to remember

Just what we came to do

To evolve and grow spiritually

Nothing else is true

We’re blinded by illusions

Which hold us in our fear

The creator’s breath is ours to breathe

To hold forever dear

Lost in the mire of thought and deed

Our anxious minds do play

All is but a mirage

The mirage here to stay

 

Our Journey

We carry such a heavy load

It’s really hard to bear

We want to put it down sometimes

But simply don’t know where

It seems we’re on a journey

With a veil across our eyes

Trying to remember

So we may surrender our disguise

Our naughty little ego’s seem altogether quite real

They’re just our manufactured selves

They hold no ‘real’ appeal

We need to learn the essence

Of staying in ‘the now’

If I ever master this technique

I’ll surely tell you how

We walk our paths so bravely

Our destiny unknown

The creator’s plan so perfect

Our seeds already sown

A whisper of a memory

A love we cannot feel

The two emotions, love and fear

But only love is real

The winds of time tear savagely

Till our minds can stretch no more

We will succeed our mission of peace

Hold strong our mighty core

 

Thoughts

Independence of thought

Freedom of speech

The will to survive

The wisdom to teach

Hold the truth in your heart

When there whispers a doubt

The strength to remain true

The courage to back out

When it hurts to look back

You are too scared to look ahead

Look beside you, God will always be there for you

Your heart is free

Have the courage to follow it

Karen Murphy:  karen.murphy43@ntlworld.com

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Inspiration # 15

"Mary's Message" by Irene Kaye

I am now totally convinced that there is life after death. 

Mary was 93 when she passed. My parents were her neighbours and had cared for her for the past twenty years. As for me, I helped them out now and again. Looking back now, maybe not nearly as much as I could have. My parents did everything possible to have Mary stay independent and in her own home right to her end. And as for Mary, well she was feisty and stubborn enough to maintain her independence. She was a very personal woman. Other than my parents, no one really knew her. I wouldn't even say that, in the long run, my parents knew her all that well, despite their lengthy relationship.

Around the end of January, 2003, Mary had definitely taken a turn for the worse.  Physically, she struggled to stand up and walking around her home was challenging for her. But being typically Mary, there was no discussion of a walker, cane or any other helpful devices. We were truly amazed when she allowed handrails be placed in her bathroom. When the time came to take her into the hospital, we knew this would be her last trip. She lasted for about two weeks in the hospital.

This is my story of Mary's last day. My mother called me at home about 11:00 a.m. The hospital had placed “the call”.  Mary’ condition was quickly deteriorating. I told Mom that I would get dressed and pick her up so that we could go visit Mary.  Mom agreed, reluctantly at first. She said she had lots of laundry and cleaning and “stuff” to do. Then Mom went silent and simply said “I will still see my stuff, I may not see Mary again. What truly counts?”  

I took my time. I showered; dressed; even made myself toast and cream cheese before I left. The trip to Mom's is at worst half an hour. I picked up Mom, and off we drove to the hospital. This was another twenty-minute trip. 

We entered Mary's room.

She was very, very frail, visibly agitated and apparently in pain. Her eyes were all spirit - white. She was non-verbal. All medication was stopped. The nurses had "made her as comfortable as possible." Her breathing was irregular and laboured. Mom and I stood at the foot of her bed.

For a very brief moment I was speechless. I took some deep breaths, centered myself, asked for Divine Guidance and began Therapeutic Touch and Reiki. Beginning at her feet, I moved the energy down her legs and out through her toes creating flow. I moved up to her hips and kept moving energy, down her legs and out through her toes. I worked my way upward, her abdomen, solar plexus, chest, thymus, down her arms and out through her fingertips. By the time I reached Mary's throat, my mother commented on how settled both Mary and her breathing had become. From agitation to calmness. From shallow irregular breaths to, well sort of as deep as possible, but steady and rhythmic.  Once Mary seemed a little more settled, I stood at the bedrail by her bedside.  Mom and I watched in amazement as Mary's frail hand reached through the bars to my thigh, up my thigh following the rails and found my arm. She followed my arm with her feeble hand to my fingertips.  Finding the palm of my hand with the palm of her hand we joined. It was an incredible hand to heart connection. I became an open channel of Love, Light Energy.  My only thought was that Mary takes what she needed in the moment for her highest and best. My mother looked on in awe. Mary was at rest and very peaceful. We stayed connected to a brief yet eternal moment. It was long. It was short. It was everything.  Nothing outside of our connection existed. Our connection transcended time. It transcended space. It was beautiful.

It was at this moment that I told my mom that Mary had a message to share and asked whether she wanted to hear it. Mom was a little taken aback as she quite clearly witnessed Mary's inability to speak. Nevertheless, Mom nodded her head in affirmation.  "It's not about money," I intuited. "It's all about people and your relationships with them." 

Mary had spent her life gathering "stuff" and money. She made it no secret how money was the most important thing in her life. Mary pushed everyone away. Even the church ladies who would come and friendly visit were nastily evicted from Mary’s home.  Other than my parents, Mary had no one. 

When Mary was resting and calm I told her that Mom and I were going to go downstairs to the hospital cafeteria to have a cup of coffee. We would not be gone long.  There was no obvious response. We knew she heard us. We just knew. We left for our coffee.

Not only did Mom and I have coffee. We ordered and ate lunch. We also chatted at length about the meaning of Mary's message. Finally, we went back upstairs.  Checking in with Mary, I found her to still be at rest, however, a little agitated again.  Her breathing was still regular but much shallower.  It was becoming shallower and shallower with each laboured breath. Once again, I did some T.T. and left her room to ask the nurse to find a priest to administer Mary's last rights.

Mom and I sat at Mary's bedside. With mom by her shoulders and I around her abdomen, closer to her feet.  We began to quietly chat. Mom told me of her years working in a palliative care facility. How the people who had money, family and friends were taken to special rooms to pass on, while those without caregivers, the seeming "no body's", were left by themselves with the curtains simply pulled around them. Mom told me it broke her heart to witness such isolation. Mom told me of how she would kneel by their bedsides and pray while they passed. Mom told me of the nuns that would stop her from praying and chase her out to go do her work instead of being with the dying. Mom told me that was the real reason why she left her job. She simply couldn't take the unfairness anymore.

There we sat: Mom, Mary and myself. Starring out the window, I was partially listening to Mom and part wondering whether I should be doing something more for Mary. I was wondering about my own life meaning. I was curious about how Mary was feeling. What she was going through at that moment? In this stillness, I realized that there was a shimmering whitish energy shadow that began rising on the side of the wall outside the window. It was similar by comparison to the heat rising off the road where the sky meets the pavement. I knew it was not there before.  Somehow I also knew Mary's time was at hand. At the very same instant as I recognized the rising energy on the wall, I heard Mom say, “It is time.”  Synchronicity?  Coincidence?

Mom started praying. Not the repetitious prayers taught and memorized, but using her own words for Mary's peaceful transition. I wasn't quite sure what to do. In an instant it occurred to me to pull the energy from bottom of Mary's feet upward. With my extended hand palm down, I began at Mary's toes. With a deliberate upward motion I helped move the energy from the bottom of her feet, all the way to her thymus and open up my palm upwards. But to where? The Heavens? Another dimension? At that instant I realized there was a magnificent dove hovering above us. The dove was at the top of a golden fountain ray of light. I have no words to truly describe one of the most spectacular experiences I have ever witnessed. I was embraced in the realm of Spirit while fully conscious. The veil between heaven and earth was lifted. Mary breathed her last.

My mother said that Mary's passing was the most peaceful she had ever experienced.